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am proud na malapit ko na matapos ang website ko. Just a few things sa stuff page, and then 100% finished na cya. punta kayo,a nd then sign kayo sa guestbook. its www.geocities.com/toby_mclaren. :)

i think people should at least bother to know you better before they label you mayabang.

i noticed lang, kapag naglalagay tayo ng p.s. question, walang sumasagot! and then, it's strange naa the person who inented the concept of 'hey, gawa tayo ng group blog' eh hindi pa rin naglolog-in! :)

enjoy summer, everybody.

ahmm.. when nora aunor kneels down before you, I just hope there's no opening of zippers involved.

o ayan. Nicole Kidman won. Happy na kayong dalawa? :)

btw, kris, punta ka webby ko. I need your honest opinion. sorry bout Java.

and yeah. Go Roxie at the Oscars! :p

been a while. happy birthday boj :)

it feels weird. everytime na maglolog-on ako dito, ang dami daming bago. For example, who is Ryan? And why is he considered a 'great person'? Boj naman talks about Alex and modelboys and other kleenex-materials in his life. Pero kapag ako na ang maglolog, parang wala akong masabi, because I just spent the past few weeks revising the lay-out for my website [absolute dilemma of choice: blue vs light blue] and at the same time memorizing the program listing in the sky information channel. Well, at least I was practicing my multitasking skills [many thanks to Oprah].

just an idea, baka you guys wanna go out right after school ends. We have lots of things to celebrate naman eh, like Mark's academic achievements, and Boj's successful ranting [haha, go Brad!], and Kris passing Java [he's working on it], and, well, my birthday. :)

and then I was thinking pala if I should cut my hair short. Kaya nga lang natatakot ako na baka pagsisihan ko, and definitely i am not capable of pulling a Felicity. i was thinking of getting a summer job din pala, pero I don't know what pa. The only activity listed on my summer calendar eh ito: 1. Help Athen decorate his room the moment they decide to clean up their trash. I was hoping that my what-i-did-last-summer essay would be productive and impressive. Hmm. Another mission impossible.

lastly, i am proud na the blogger is doing well. It's rare to see Mark tell so much about his life - kasi nung kami pa before eh ayaw magsalita [hah]. And Brad - I'm glad you're back. At least everyone's willing to be a part of the healing process. And Kris - my twin - happy second! May naisip na akong tradition natin. Tuwing anniv natin, pupunta tayo ng Ateneo caf at kakain ng Cloud Nine - at the same table. :) am really thrilled [and grateful] that you're my best friend.

nyt folks. dream a little dream.

hi.. nice page, btw.
kris> ang ganda nung pic ntin, nakakatuwa.. can i ask for a copy?
i had my second debate kanina... sobrang heated nung argument namin kanina.. yung nakatapat ko kasi, sobrang masalita, pero wla nmang sense.. nakakainis, dun sa interpollation phase namin, she was supposed to ask me just a series of questions.. but what she did was that she made an entire speech again.. nakakainis, di man lang ako nakasalita.. nagmukha akong tanga dun kasi nakatayo lang ako dun, doing nothing.. anyway, alam ko naman that the class knows that whats she was doing is wrong, kaya ok lang.
btw, i met someone kanina.. i already told claren about this.. he's from csb.. and he, i can say, can be the ONE! wla lang, he is of the same age,and genius looking, naka-glasses and hairy... hehehe. kaso we did it agad kanina.. we rented a place.. wla lng, am so excited. ;)
boj> it must be the paranoid boyfriend of ryan.. haaay, ryan.. btw, i know what ur talking about.. i wont comment nlng.. basta, a person can fool anyone, except for the person who really knows him..

ayan! may group blog picture na tayo! :) ok ba?

ok. sorry sa drama ko kanina. anyway since medyo magulo yung mga previous entries natin, i'm considering deleting all of them and start anew. what do you guys think? and do you like this new template better? i don't like it much, but it'll do i guess. :) that's all for now.
Go Nicole Kidman at the Oscars!

sigh. di ko lang alam... i mean i posted here because i have a huge problem. you probably don't care about them, i mean lahat naman tayo may problema so sino ba naman akong importante right? nakakadepress lang talaga na yung mga taong akala ko tutulong sa akin or at least would comfort me man lang eh parang walang pakialam. i guess you're probably laughing your heads off thinking buti nga kay kris he deserves that naman eh. :(

hi! good pm. boj 2!
just had my law class and nagalit prof namin dahil maingay yung isang group ng classmates namin. ay, for that, lahat kami required mag-finals. kaasar! and so i thought na ready na talaga ako mag-start ng practicum after my b-day kasi wala naman akong ginagawa na sa school. kaasar! anyway, na-realize ko lang kagabi, this whole practicum crap makes me want to plan for my future all the more. ayoko na tuloy mag-asawa. originally, balak ko kasi mag-MBA after two years, pero ngayon, im considering entering to law school. pero whatever my choice would be, after two years pa para meron na kong work experience if ever mag-MBA ako.
kayo, ano mas gusto nyo, MBA or law.
to mark: uy! ung binigay mo sa akin na no. ni ryan, i texted. after may tumawag sa akin asking san ko raw nakuha no. nya and sino raw ako.
to kris: uy! sorry for terxting ha! la lang kasi me mapagsabihan non. keep it sealed, k? kahit kay coco. please...
to claren: uy! meron akong friend kilala ka. kathryn valerio and joseph laungayan.
blessed be!
bodjecque

hi.. good morning everyone..
dont have class to day.. i initially planned to spend the whole day preparing for my debate tmrw.
but, here i am, using the computer from the minute I woke up.. Ive been surfing the net for 2 hours now.
WALA SILA KUYA AND BOYET!! solong-solo ko.. nakakatuwa.. hehehe..

naiinis ako sa prof ko sa jave. asshole sya sobra. bakit ba kailangan pa idisplay sa web yung grades namin. e sobrang obvious kung sino ako kasi ako lang yung 'freshie' sa amin. so kahit student number lang nakalagay, ako lang yung 02 yung start so wala din. ito yung addrss nung grades namin. ako yung 025024: http://aegis.ateneo.net/eteves/grades/sectionh.htm

I'm going to fail java. Very depressed right now. but i guess it is all my fault. you get what you give and i'm lucky to have even gotten what i already had. now, i dunno what to do. my scholarship would surely be revoked and i'm seriously thinking of transferring to a less expensive school and take up nursing instead. geez. what am i gonna do?

hi.. this is mark.
am here sa school, with nothing to do..kaya eto, internet saglit.
claren> miss ka na rin ng Upmla. next sem dpat d2 ka na, para nman may kasama ako. ;)
kris> ei, ei, ei... buti ka pa umabot na ng four months.. kelan kaya ako?
why can't i find someone.. ;(

April Five. Kris naman June 3.

i'm so happy!!! a few days ago, we were all worrying na baka wala akong psahan na hotel. chabs was trying to make me feel good by telling me na if i don't pass in makati shang, makikipagbalikan sya kay edgar (kris, sya yung cute guy na mgnada yung body na nakita natin sa issi). tapos, kagabi, after my very exhausting day, i found out na they (pen and shang) both called. i passed in both hotels. ahhhh.... kahit di pa kami nagkita ni alex, it really made my day. i wanna celebrate.

by the way, kelan nga pala b-day mo claren? april...? and kris, june 5?
blessed be!
boj

someone's experiencing an identity crisis

i dunno what came into me. it just crossed my mind. i have no idea who i am. i don't know what i want. i have no idea what i am doing in my life. what was i thinking? where am i headed? what does the future hold for me? how bad is my english? what came first, the chicken or the egg? When people say 'swear to God', do I assume they're not atheists? How can outside look in if inside wants out? How can you tell if Confucius is confused?

i have to make this right. Soon. Like five minutes ago.

ahaha. so this is how we should do it pala. look, hindi na ako si peewee lee. kailangan, lahat tayo gagawa ng sariling accounts sa blogger.com, pero not necessarily magkakaindividual boggers tayo. and then the admin, which is kris, will invite us, and then we accept the invitation. we're a bunch of ignoramus.

tee hee

claren here.
last friday nasa ateneo ako. kris wasn't there, which kind of bugged me, but while i was seated at the benches trying to comprehend the first few chapters of Little Women, i formally admitted to myself - i miss the school scene. what a waste my life had been.
:: birthday ni mark? when? sorry, i know it's march, pero that's about it. Happy Birthday! And hey, welcome to the world of blogging. Glad to hear your voice again.
:: hey kris. two weeks na lang, and two year anniv na. You still on for the CD? I've got a suggestion for the title: Two Against the World. Group blog is a success. Congratulations. I have this thing going on in my mind. probably will stop dating for a while. figured i'd love to grow first as a person. 'finding myself' phase.

One question. Am I bitchy?

about wishing someone well...
when we say we wish someone well, do we really mean them?
if you know what would make a person well, and you know you can give it...
but you chose not to...
do you reali mean the words you say? are you really wishing him well?
wala lang... just something to think about.
to kris: i know that its true. up is getting way behind these days. and that is what hurts me most... na things are no longer as they were before. i was somehow hurt, seriously, when while we were drinking and talking to ateneo law students, somebody shouted "ateneo topped the board!", nanliit talaga ako. they were all screaming with joy. as for me, i can only smile and say, "congrats!" sakit pala nun!
to mark: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! i wish you well. i mean it. i know what would make you well and i'll give it to you.
ingatz!
blessed be!
boj
p. s.
sorry! may wrong grammar ako sa last send ko!