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saturday, tuloy na ha. ang magcancel, iboboycott natin forever. :)

I won't say the names kasi they might come across this page. I have something to share.

This friend of mine is dating an ex-boyfriend of mine [dalawa lang naman ex ko, so if it's not Mark, alam nyo na kung sino] . I don't know why [but I'm 100% sure it's not jealousy] but I felt nauseaous the moment I found out. I really don't know why. I remember Bridget Jones saying that ex-boyfriends should be .. err.. okay, i forgot what Bridget jones said, but it was something about ex-boyfriends being unhappy for the rest of their lives. I know I don't want him back, but probably when the time comes na they'll break up, I'll be gloating. Bad, bad boy.

They are currently celebrating a monthsary, and I just found out a few intimate things na hindi ko na dapat nalaman pa. I have to admit, mas cute yung pet names namin kesa ung sa kanila ngayon. Pero the mere fact na naapektuhan ako ng mga ganitong bagay ay lubhang nakakabahala. The fact ba na I am not in a relationship means na I should resent people who are in a relationship? I don't feel the surge of violence naman whenever I see Kris and Coco together. Basta. Magulo.

Lesson learned: never read livejournals again.

Here's an idea. Since laging nacacancel yung mga plans natin to go out, let's all go na lang to the seventeen party. Don't make plans sa saturday, take your vitamins everyday [hanggang friday night at least], and pray na walang major exam next week. :)

Mark! hehe. mejo nahihiya ako sayo kc lagi na lang pag nanghihingi ka ng favor, hindi ako pwede. Ano nga ulit yung meron nung monday? About JMA, medyo nag-dadalawang isip ako. Hmm. parang gusto ko nga din mag-gym. Kulitin mo ako para pumayag ako. Hmm. Saan yung boardwalk?

Peewee. Oi. Di na kita nakakausap. Musta na?

Boj. Paramdam ka naman!

* Post nyo pala class schedule nyo [lalo ka na mark] para madaling magcoordinate. Here's mine.

Monday/Thursday
Anthro 133
2:30-4:00 | GAB 107
Hum 1
4:00-5:30 | RH 103

Wednesday
Socio 101
1:00-4:00 | GAB 101

Saturday
BS 187
9:00-12:00 | RH 113

yunlang :)

psst. hey people. it's working! pwede na nating gamitin yung Outside Looking In v2. pati yung archives ,gumagana na!

So, let's vote. All in favor of switching to the new blogger, say 'sumaskidot'.

oi cge, punta tayo seventeen. Hirap Indayog auditions. Medyo nagkalat ako. and then about tomorrow, pakitext na lang ako later, kung tuloy, and yung details. Wala akong class tomorrow, kasi pinaattend kami ng lecture about men's health nung tuesday kaya binigyan kami ng free time.

Mark! Ano ung ikukwento mo? Medyo cute yung nakagreen kahapon :)

cge. research pa ako para sa bs 187 ko, tsaka download ng songs.

later.

hehe. sorry, ngayon lang ulit ako nakapagblog. Medyo busy kasi ako ngayon, daming GA at Indayog practices. And so far, hindi pa rin ako tinatamad pumasok, although nakakatamad talaga magbasa ng readings at magrush ng papers. Official member na ako ng NCC, ginawa pa nga akong head ng Artist's Circle. :)

Mark : Ui! Bakit ganon, hindi kita nakikita? Batiin mo naman ako. Parang gusto ko ngang sumali sa JMA, kasi yung iba kong classmates nag-apply din. Hmm.. baka gusto mong sumali ng NCC? O kaya ng BestSoc? Indayog? :)

Kris : Oi. Thanks sa book. Pasensya di ako nakakadalaw. Promise I'll finish the webby on time, and I'll try my best na hindi palitan ang lay-out habang di pa 100% finished ang site. Buti ka pa, may bagong phone. Pero ewan ko kung ano nakain ko, parang bigla na lang ako nakuntento sa 3210 ko. Next week na lang tayo alis, kasi auditions ng Indayog this week, wala pa kaming nasisimulan. Iba-iba kasi ang schedules namin eh, tapos sila eh nagbabantay-bata pa [for Human Services - BS 198]. Kinakabahan ako, wish me luck. Eh ngayon pa naman eh parang nawawala ang aking sense of timing. Baka magkamalimali ako. Nakakahiya.

Boj : Where are you? It's not the same pag wala ka. :(

Oissst. Bonding naman tayo! I think everyone will benefit from it.

O cge, I have to go na, may paper pa akong tatapusin, deadline tomorrow. Pa-post nga pala ng mga class schedules ninyo. :)

Miss you all..

BOJ!!! Miss ka na namin! magparamdam ka naman pls!

hello all. so hindi pala tayo pwede tomorrow since I have an exam tuesday and mark has some previous commitments din. anyway, i have a new phone! yay! i'm so happy. :) Nokia 7210. actually hiya nga ako sa kanila kasi yesterday nila nalamn yung F ko sa java tapos today may bago akong phone ngayon. sigh. sabi ni mama para daw everytime na makikita ko yung 7210 ko, maalala ko na i have to do well in school.

so ok. a few days ago, saturday yata, i called boj to apologize over the phone. cguro mga 10 seconds pa lang ako nagsasalita at basically sorry pa lang nasasabi ko, sinabi niya may inuutos lang daw sa kanya and he'll call me back. he never did call back though i recieved an e-mail from him saying i shouldn't apologize. The general tone of his e-mail actually sounded like he's isgning off or something and he'd rather i keep my distance for now. i don't know, i hope i just read him all wrong.

anyway, i saw dancer in the dark last week twice. I saw it thrice na rin dati but just on TV pero it was really quite an experience seeing the action unfold on the big screen. grabe. it's my new fave movie.

claren: good luck with indayog! you can do it. :)

mark: ok lang yan. pabayaan mo na si venzo. you'll find a new kurimao soon enough. patience lang.

* wish me luck. papasaok na ako ulit tom. 4 cuts each na ako (6 allowed) sa tuesday/thursday classes ko.

Hey, people : )

Question. Malapit na mag-opening ang UAAP di ba? Please please watch out naman yung date ng cheerleading finals. Nood tayo.

Tomorrow na ang Handog Sa Freshmen. Medyo yucky yung dance number namin, kasi it's half interpretative, half modern. I'm supposed to be one of the bad guys, nagkakalat ng yosi ash at nagpopollute. And then the good guys will drive us away, and clean our litter. Hehe. The things I do for org applications. Anyway, sa BestSoc naman, kailangan ko matapos yung required na tambay hours, and then attend ng party, and then member na ako. Indayog, hindi ko pa alam kung paano. Next week na kasi ang auditions, eh wala pa akong steps. Tsaka, tatlo na pala kami na mag-aaudition. Nakausap ko kasi si Shell [ung type mo kris], sabi niya gusto din daw niya mag-apply. Hehe. Grabe, tatlong org in one sem.

Hehe. Pero ito unexpected. Nung freshie ako, may nag-invite nga sa akin na fraternity. Pero that was the frat na puro taga-masci yung kasali kaya hindi ako nagtaka kung bakit ako nirerecruit. Eh kanina, nakaistambay ako sa may lobby kasi may tao pa sa classroom namin, nilapitan ba naman ako ng Alpha Sigma. Wehehe.. no thanks. Grabe. Frat material ba ako? Ndi naman ah. ano yun, act of desperation?

kris : di ba punta ka ng upmla sa saturday? alis na lang tayong 3 nina mark. pero hindi straight english ha. pangmakati lang un. :) nga pala, may nirefer na park si ate sa akin, malapit sa work niya. pwede daw dun magbadminton at magpicnic. i'll check it out first, and then pag maganda, dun na lang tayo magbadminton/picnic. Sabi nga ni ate, may nagsosoccer pa nga daw dun eh, puro cute pa. :)

boj : told ya. kris will come around. :)

mark : oy. ano ka ba, kung magyaya ka, eh lagi namang wrong timing. Hindi ako pumasok nung sabado eh. gusto ko talaga mapanood yung mga munting tinig, kaso wala akong time eh. Hectic sched eh, daming meetings. ano meron kanina sa lobby at may booth pa kayo?

oy, paalala ko lang. ano na ba ang gagawin natin sa webby natin? tuloy pa ba? please let me know asap.

oy i have an idea. let's start a story. claren or boj can start it tapos tuloy namin ni mark.

hello.

boj: i know nasaktan ka and you're a bit mad and usderstandably so kasi what i said was really uncalled for. i'm so sorry. you know i didn't really mean any of those words. you're one of the best friends i have and i'm not about to let you go. And besides, kung tinitingnan namin yung time spent with us as the basis of friendship, matagal ka na namin iniwan. heck, i can't even remember the when the last time i saw you was. sobrang tagal na non. i haven't seen you since we "broke up". so there, i hope that you find it in your heart to forgive me for those words and i hope next time, bigyan mo naman kami kahit konting time. we don't really ask for too much naman eh.

claren: i'm glad to hear that you're joining indayog. i know na tagal mo na ngang gusto maging member. ako naman, i joined Loyola Film Circle which is the org I really wnted to join last year pa pero ayaw nila diana at jihan. I'm excited na nga eh. I hope maging ok tong school year na ito for the two of us. when's the next straight-english day?

mark: i don't really have anything to say since parati naman kitang nakakausap sa phone.

* oo nga pala, about the webby. since mark's not really comfortable using his real name on our page, lahat na lang tayo gumamit ulit ng psuedonames. i guess i'll be athen again pero if you have suggestions, open ako kasi i think i'd like a name that starts with a k.

yun lang. miss ko na kayo.

Kris.

Re: Picnic

I am deeply saddened sa nangyayari sa ating apat. I can still remember, many moons ago, i suggested na we should have a picnic, to bring us closer. Pero I can see na pinagmumulan pa ng tension ang picnic. I don't know what's wrong with us four, we can't seem to make time for each other. And to think na apat lang tayo, kasi consider other peer groups, kahit sampu pa sila, eh nakakaalis pa sila, be it weekly or everyday.

I thought the picnic that was scheduled nung tuesday was a very good idea, not only makikita natin ang isa't isa [para ngang GEB ng Outside Looking In ang picnic eh] , kundi pati na rin dahil sa recent break-up ni Mark at hmm-hmm, I felt obligated na magbonding, to show concern and support as a very good friend. Anyway, let's not be bitter. There are circumstances na hindi talaga maiiwasan.

Kris : I see you as the glue that holds us together. I understand the anger, pero not inviting Boj again is too much. I think saturday will work, wala akong class ng afternoon, unless may impromptu meeting na naman. I am sorry kung sometimes bigla na lang ako magcacancel sa inyo ha, if ever man in the near future. The case kasi eh ako yung humahabol sa mga classmates ko, kasi ako yung hindi kablock, ako yung iba schedule.

Boj : Please don't sign off. Remember last year? I planned the picnic and all, and then ako yung hindi pumunta. Pero hindi naman ako nag-sign off, and heto pa nga ako, alive and kicking and blogging [Holy Smoke!].

Mark : Oi. Sorry talaga kung hindi kita napansin. I'm not sure kung kelan yun. Binati mo ba ako? Kasi kung hindi, eh baka hindi kita nakita. Hndi talaga ako magaling makarecognize ng people sa crowd. Hehe. Sorry ulit. Actually, naninibago ako sa school, ang daming new faces, and then wala akong ka-block, kaya medyo feeling left-out ako. Do you know Miss Gothic? Grabe, one time, nakasalubong ko siya, and nagulat ako dahil tinignan ba naman ako from head to toe. Ha! Sino siya para ganunin ako? Hindi ba niya alam na 00 ang student number ko? Kung Collegian staff lang ako eh pina blind item ko na siya.

Hehe. Oo nga pala. Sasali pala ako ng Indayog. Matagal ko na pinapangarap to, and i really think it's high time na I go for it. May auditions next, next week. Grabe, kinakabahan ako, yung partner ko kasi nagdadalawang isip, pero I already decided na kahit anong mangyari, sasali ako, with or withour her. Grabe. Dance Varsity yun! Varsity na ako!

And speaking of dancing, magpapractice pa ako ng dance number namin, at wala akong balak mapahiya sa harap ng maraming freshie. :)

hello all! d2 na ako sa bahay. sayang di tayo natuloy today. nagawa ko na kasi yung CD natin. Nakabili na rin ako kahapon ng pagkain sana natin for today (bread at palaman at juice). Nagsupermart kasi kami kahapon ni coco para sa picnic. pinag-ipunan ko pa naman. anyway...

ngayon pa lang ako nag-aayos sa school. so far this week, wala pa akong cuts sa mga class ko. Hopefully, di na ulit ako magkacut.

Claren: galing. i like the webby. i'm still formulating the questions. meet tayo next week? gusto ko sana this saturday kaya lang may paper ako due monday kaya i can't go out this saturday. wednesday or thursday next week? or next sat na lang, punta ako UPmanila. Kita na lang tayong 3 ni Mark.

Mark: ei. disappointed lang ako pero di naman ako nagalit sayo. I guess I was just really excited to be with you guys again and do absolutely nothing but sit and talk and laugh. I understand naman perfectly na yes ang layo nga ng house mo and it would be too much effort on your part to go to a picnic na incomplete. especially na si boj pa naman yung wala na ang tagal tagal ng hindi nagpapakita.

I guess my ranting dati wasn't enough for him to understand. Naiinis lang ako kasi before ko naset yung picnic for tuesday, kinausap ko si Boj, gave him more than a week's notice, mind you, and he said yes he'll be there for sure. SO now I realized na ranting wouldn't really take me anywhere with boj so I'll make my message 4 Boj short and sweet: I WON'T EVER EXTEND AN INVITE TO YOU AGAIN. EVER.